Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Grandparents
It's interesting how the pace of time quickens with age.

The days and weeks fly by now. Each new obstacle and goal post whipping past me in a frenzy. Win, win, lose ... etc. Success and milestones in my life are now marked not by years/birthdays but life events. Marriage, first home purchase, children (?)

And yet, when I move from the hustle-and-bustle of my daily routine -- when I go back to my origins I wonder if I'm living my life too quickly.

This winter, I took two weeks off to return back to my birthplace: Taipei, Taiwan. I haven't been back in a decade and my time away has brought about subtle changes in the scenery, but dramatic changes in my grandparents.

Sitting with my grandparents in their respective homes, I couldn't help feeling a bit exasperated (angered?) by the passage time. It's hard to see the effects of age on people you love. Harder still is the mental shock; the juxtaposition of the images and memories that once shone so brightly in your mind's eye and the here-and-now green-gilded reality.

Am I making the right choices; the right balance? Am I growing with purpose or just growing forgetful?
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Taipei
Winter in Taipei
Sputter, cough, honk-honk, rumble
Rain on dirty concrete


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